The Kid

So going back to school.....gonna do it. Can't decide if I should jump head first and start in September...I mean what hell??? I'm only getting married at the same time.

The highlight of this going back to school bit is that I have the courses paid for by the university (joys of working there).

I'm quite excited about it. I've talked about it for years. Now that it's within inches of becoming a reality I feel a spurn of fear. WTF? Why?

It's perfect right? Go to school on campus, I work on campus, school pays. But it's like the dream *could* become a reality and that terrifies me!

Can I really be the amazing, creative, feminist professor that students would love in real life? Or is it simply a nice "dream" to have but never really achieve?